Saturday, October 30, 2010

Losing my mind

So, I know I should really quit looking on Google, and I should really quit analyzing every little thing my body does, but I can't! 1-2 dpo I was crampy. 3-4 dpo sore throat and stuffy nose. 4 dpo mildy queasy and teary eyed.

I know 1-2 dpo was just ovulation cramping, and I know 3-4 dpo are probably just me getting sick... The teary eyed I'm going to equate to the fact that I'm out of town and away from DH and I miss him... I just want this so badly that I want to look at everything my body does and scream PREGNANT! I'm tying so hard not to get my hopes up though... Two and a half years of negative tests really put a damper on your hopes. I'm afraid to get excited and really get my hopes up because deep down I know I'm just going to get another stark white test of failure. Part of me wants to buy Dollar Store tests and start testing by 7 dpo, but the other part doesn't even want to think about testing.

What do you ladies do to qualm your fears and anxieties during your 2ww?


  1. I have never really actually had a two week wait (due to anovulation) and I'm coming up on my first one (hopefully). So I have no advice, but I know you'll get through it!

  2. Ah yes, the 2ww crazy - we all have it. The only thing that keeps me going is trying to stay as busy as possible, and definitely staying off google! It's hard, but worth it. I've stressed myself out so many times about IPS (imaginary pregnancy symptoms) that I try not to pay attention to any of it anymore. Good luck, I hope this cycle is it for you!

  3. Thanks guys! You have no idea how great it is to see your comments! I feel less crazy haha <3

  4. Hey Girl. I had my first iui this month, and highly recommend the Circle+ Bloom meditations. You can download them right from their website. They have a different meditation for each day of your cycle, and it is SO awesome. I'm not very 'good' at meditating, but it has really helped me stay positive this month. I am 9dpo, and really trusting my body to do all of the things that it needs to be doing. I thought I would be neurotic! ha. They are a money back guarantee, and so worth it!!! Let me know what you think, ok?