Friday, May 6, 2011


Well, at least I was expecting this... IUI#2 = BFN.

Now I'm just waiting on AF so I can call and schedule my midcycle scan for IUI#3. It shouldn't be too long, AF is definitely making it known she is on the way.

I can't believe I'm already almost at the end of the road with IUI... The doctor is only approving us for four... So, if it doesn't work in the next two cycles, DH and I are going to have to go on a three year hiatus. There is just no way we can afford to do IVF right now. Granted, we can get it done at a certain military training facility  for a discounted price, but it still is nowhere near being something we can afford... So, we're going to have to wait three years so we can either use DH's re-enlistment bonus or his FAA sign-in bonus. Either way, three years is longer than I want to think about... If we're having this much trouble at 21, how much worse is it going to be at 24, 25?

I'm starting to lose faith.


  1. I'm so very sorry! Sending you love and hugs, my dear.

  2. I'm sorry about your BFN! I know it's hard! I'm 21 also and TTC. We have only been trying for almost 10 months, but that's longer than any of us ever expected. I'm also 21 and the thought of not getting pregnant now and what it's going to be like when we're older scares me. I pray that your time comes NEXT CYCLE! I'm following your blog now and can't wait to follow you through this journey.

  3. Thanks ladies! I appreciate the love and hugs :)

    Alicia, thanks for following! I think being so young and struggling with infertility carries its own challenges. I pray your time comes very soon as well!